Bitching With Life...
Life is a bitch… I have come to realize and accept that fact by now… you cannot always get what you want and a lot of times, the ones you get are not the ones you need… there may be times that you get what you think you wanted, only to realize that you want something better… it’s a never ending struggle of reaching and aiming for something better… a cycle… our destiny.Oftentimes we are placed in a situation where we have to make choices even though we are quite unsure whether that decision would bring you ultimate destruction or your much awaited salvation. One after the other, each decision is made until we find ourselves in the rot again… feeling empty… but unaware of what it is exactly that would fill the emptiness within us… wanting to start all over again… but unsure where to begin… it’s a cycle of constantly searching for happiness, acceptance, contentment, success, love, peace of mind, belongingness, and a sense of completeness… feelings almost seem impossible to achieve in a single lifetime.
Things have always been simpler when we were young… no worries… no regrets… no complications… looking back at the past thirty years or so I sometimes sigh and shrug… it has been a long and winding journey… but here I am again… back to square one… again at the crossroads of my life… afraid to make the first steps... again, fearing it would just take me back to where I am right now….
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