You need to understand that I'm damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when I'm curled up on a ball on the floor and I won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you out. I'm not going to be able to trust you for a while because everyone has always left, cheated or chosen someone else. I will need reassurance. I will need you. I will need you to keep choosing me. I will need you to care when i text you saying I'm getting bad again. I'm a lot, I know this.